Today I feel regret, again. I keep thinking about a year and a half ago when my mom reminded me one summer day to write to my brother in Iraq. I was in her office, already on a computer, and it would've taken two minutes to write a quick hello. Of course I didn't, and the next day we were told that he had been KIA. For two minutes I gave up the chance to tell my brother how much I loved and admired him. I remember a time in my life when there were no regrets. Everything I had done up to that point, even the mistakes, had gotten me to where I was, and I was happy with it.

I would give anything to have those two minutes of my life back.

So after much brainraking I finally made it back onto this site. I don't even know what password worked! The joys of having so many!

I was going through all my older posts and laughing at the great memories. I miss the college days! Not the classes at all, but my roommates for sure! And the laughs we had. We did some pretty crazy stuff....

But, I just thought I'd post and at least remind myself (as I read my posts later because I think I'm the ONLY one that does that...) that I still know this site exsists... Hmmm..

Well, so much for the trying to be a better blogger idea!

I'm at work and about ready to fall asleep! I hate day light savings time, and working at six the next morning is hard! Especially when I'm trying to get used to the fact that I have to work at six in the first place. It's a handy thing...

The best part about working this early is I have no one to talk to. From five to about nine.... No one else is up! It's so aggrivating. But oh well... I guess it's good to be working!

I finally got that other job I've been gonna get since I moved home ( ten months ago)! I guess I'm finally feeling like I can handle life again, or at least accept what's happened and move on and resume becoming who I was before life got interrupted. I still have days that are hard, but their becoming more few and more far inbetween. I love having the gospel... As hard as everything has been and is, I can't imagine what it would be like without the knowledge.