Yea! No more classes! I just have to randomly show up and take killer tests! Whoot woo! Today wasn't a very restful Saturday, but it was sure fun! We woke up early 'cause Olivia's parents came and took us to breakfast at Denny's. Then we went to St. George and went shopping! I'm way excited! I pretty much have it all done! I can't wait! This is the BEST time of the year.

In other news, I'm exhausted. Pretty much ready to hit the hay! So, I'm going to go! Peace, love, and Hersey's Kisses to you all!

For a moment in my silly head,
I was safe.
Wrapped up in something,
I thought couldn't break.
When it did,
my world,
fell.

Something happened,
and I don't know what.
I can't stop to think,
it hurts too much.

When something like that,
so special,
breaks, falls, tears.
What do you do?
When you figure it out,
make it
better.

Today marked a great milestone in life. The first day of the last week of classes! I am pretty excited. This means that soon I will take that last test, load up a car, and head to my hogan in Blanding! Then it's three weeks of doing... Well, anything but classes! I'm pretty excited.

I'm sitting in the library with Olivia, surprised that I'm not asleep. We stayed up until five last night. Don't ask me why! We were talking about how we might be up all night studying, and I was like, "We should pull an all nighter!" And Olivia, who has never done that before, said, "OK!" And I was stuck. I'm happy to announce that I made it until five in the morning until I packed up and went and crawled into bed, sweater and everything. I at least had the presence of mind to take off my socks, but only because sleeping in them drives me insane! I got about four hours in before I had to get up and go to class... But I must say, things just seem alot funnier at three in the morning. I even tried on my stocking... And then Olivia told me to put the other one on my other foot, and took a picture! That picture will NOT make it on the computer! I also realized that of the most odd things that come out of your mouth, quoting Bambi has to be the best at three in the morning! Ahh gee... it has been a long day today! I can't wait to go to bed tonight... but first I have homework, homework, homework! It's EVERYWHERE!

We went to my brother's house tonight. He invited us over for moose steaks. It was pretty good! I feel really bad because yesterday was Fast Sunday, and for the next week after, it takes me forever to stretch my stomach back to the right places it should be. I'm so glad that Josh is home safe! And it's awesome to have a brother just a few blocks away if I need anything. It's comforting...

Ok, I've yammered on for long enough. Not that I'm the only one that reads this or anything. Wish me luck through finals week!

There's a few moments in life where one just has to stop and just think; what am I doing?

This is the moment I am at in life. I have been here for about a year now. Funny how long a moment can last. If you read my moments, they seem to only take seconds, but have a much longer thought process combined with it. I suppose the moment it dawned on me that I had no idea what I was doing was quick, and I've just been thinking about it ever since.

Right now I kind of wonder why I'm even bothering taking classes. I hate being tied to something! Having to plan my life around something that I hate. Ok, so I don't really hate school that much, but I suppose I'm kind of sick of it. After all, I've been going to classes for the past fifteen years of my life! Granted I have about one more left, but what does one do with a bachelors in Psychology?

Ranting is always my forte. I've promised myself that I will stop complaing about life and just be happy with what I have. It's harder than it looks! However, when I take things, like my moments, and I really look at them, I realize how great life really is. We're given these little things to remind us that God loves us, he knows us each individually, and everything will be ok. Even in those moments when we think we hate our lives, these little things will just come along that blow you away.

I love life!

Tomorrow I can't be me anymore.
It's a day that will live on in my head,
because it's the day,
I give myself up.

No more that person,
the one I so carefully crafted.
Who I thought I was,
I can no longer be.

You said it had to happen.
You told me to change.
It has to be said,
It's your fault.

Whenever someone looks at me,
They'll see someone,
it won't be who I want to be,
but who you want me to be.